I keep it myself

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I always wonder, how do I bring myself to light,
All I know is a thunder, no lightning but I hear sounds,
No rain but the clouds are grey,
hiding something, things I don't like to shower,

I know if I drop, land, your land cannot hold it,
even one drop of my pain, even one drop of my tears,
what else I could sprinkle on your ground,
If you don't like to be a graveyard of terrors

I must keep it myself, the holdings, the dark and the bad dreams,
about everything I had done earlier

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