Where Else My Poetry Falls

make me believe, if you're more crazier than me. Take me where you live, and show me what you got all those dreams you slaughtered, and the graveyard you buried them. kill for me, slay a woman or a man you hate most and write me a song, a love song, with thier blood message me at 2 am, when you listen the screams, when you started to believe, there's a ghost under your bed when your eyes get weary, when your skin started to pale, when you become an evening person, who is afraid of light, who loves to live in dark think of me, call me now,we are so much alike now

I fear those things I loved once Colourful toys and my painting books when I give the colours, they smile and I laugh, I was once their god They spoke the tales and I listen And they dance with the songs I sang I found and I lost, those things I loved once In my cupboard, I hear the cursing sound, And their whispering screams And their dusty, noisy coughs Those days are gone the child is no more He is dead with his joyful mind long ago Blinded  heart has forgotten such toys Creepy hands have forgotten such arts But the toys are waiting, soon he will change Colours will bloom once again, through his hands..

Preface of my inner heart, surviving trace of colourless forbid love. Immersed and disgraceful screams, consist secrets more than I know. The unknowable thing, illusion and all, flying like a golden-winged dove. One who free from the worldly ties, tell the story of past and now Wearied Intense mad I know, fascinating but crazy stupid thing is life. Love can easily grow in there, by stabbing its sharp pointy thorns. Love is the life I don't know why but kills the people who pledge their life. Dreamworld We can easily get, pain remains as long as thorns I have seen a lot of things tarnish love and wicked broken ache, The delightful elegant way we talk, the worthless incorrect way we fight. The breathless kiss we made all day, never been tried moment to catch. Lost our dreams except for our hopes, but thrones are stabbing fast and tight

Let me go for a walk, those mountains  calling my name, Green land full of grasses and its frozen colourful drops Melting under my feet,while warm wind touchs my soul They reborn within my soul, my Heart never been such a place Let me go for a walk, those blue waves calling my name White land full of sand and the sea were good with tide tears will drop within the sea, eyes never hide it anymore I found self in those tears  now I lost my self in a sea Let me go for a walk, those dark woods calling my name dried rotten leaves and those whispering crushed blooms blood may fill those blooms and fragrance spread with the wind Fragmented heart never cry, life will go on with my walk

There are no words in my poetry I believe, it has no beginning and end Fall asleep while imaginations fly You can read but you can't understand I believe,there is no rhythm than pulse It will be pure than my filthy heart It has more power than my bones I live in that poetry and I never die My dream, my love, my lust, and my sin All that define each lines with rhyme Every day my tears will polish them My secret hides in the meaning While l write each lines with blood  My hope suicides in those lines Came by the memories and the feelings It will live beyond the centuries, till love dies

Be my first and foremost dream, so I could hold you much most, like a precious stone, which I'm afraid to lose or like a wedding ring made of promise and faith when it comes, the wings and the feathers, open sky and the freedom of high, we should break for the untold grounds we are afraid, but we should smash, all the things we loved most

I wish to dissolve in her sacred departed tears Tears which is  pure holy uncertain definite drops Expunged heart is bleeding, eyes never rest I know Wearied holes hanging eyelid and eyelash ready to shed Ecstasy of rage in her drops, i can see but never burn Crimson flowers blooming in her eye pit with no fragrance I've found cold in her drops , I've found winter in her cheeks Reddish cheeks decayed, darkness in the wag of it's flow Salt watered sea hidden in her eyes,Now it's leaking for me Dead Dreams like swimming fishes,i can see it in her sea Hopeful sun has gone, now long night in her silent sea Being her tears means being her pain, pain never ends so me

Now I see water in her eyes it was once a dry land before this flood before this mud eating tears I called her once, a heaven where flowers bloomed after a seasonal rain she said, she's blessed now she is cursed with all wetting drops drowned her to deep she cannot escape she is now in a doom but things will change soon we have our strength we will make her bright once again with our will we will kill, all her ill she will rise, light will spread she will glow like a new born child

When the ocean of time which flows before your warm breath close I kiss you, and I'll take a slice from your life, with your lips I'll drop all my delusions in you and, I lose my weight to a soul hide in your skin, it is my love came from the sky, now you are mine inhale of your deeper wheeze calling for my heart to claim I've never been in such a crime which kills my pain and its wail every gasp you take while I kiss all are like my poetry lines all are not my favorite rhymes but I keep saying, all are same and, I hear your eyelids roar which is whispering to my eyes after I lost my sight to you now, I'm in a world of sea maybe I'm just a white whale hides in a sea you sail trapped with your tight drail I can't break unless you incise

I wanna be a garden light Fading all the way for you I never been in a fight I promise, without you Take all these things we had Before you leave me now I wish, if we had All these loving stars Take it take it all with you If you need a leave from me Leave from me Leave from me (Just leave it dear) I’m a mess you can’t afford Just Leave me if you can Just break me if you can (if  you can) I choose your bleeding lips Taste of love in red Staring eyes, I cannot help Blinding dark of fate, I read Leave it all before it hurts Things we had now in the past You have my promise to keep But you can’t make it true Make it make it all yourself If you want a break from me Break from me Break from me (Just break it dear) I’m a mess you can’t afford Just Leave me if you can Just break me if you can (if  you can) Sometimes I feel just oops How do I care my dreams I cannot rip all your truths I wish if I  had  a chance Never let anyone to take All thes

I'm too young to conceal your love And allow me to bring out you From my stars, from my moon above In the sky where I keep all my glee I care you dear, but I cannot cover up Truth is the color, freedom where I rest Mermaid of my unseen sea, I worship Your beauty, but I cannot keep your trust O dear, it is an another terrible trap You cannot afford, it is a wrap It covers all worlds in its shrinks And breaks all dreams by its tears Adore me when I repeat all truths If it hurts, adore me more till my death Or stab a knife to my young heart Before it get wicked by your darts  

Sky isn't blue, if I had your eyes I'd see this world the way you spot Everything you care and everything you dare Life is an envy, we desires other's things Before you say ; "it is my sight Give it back, give it back to me" I'll see you, I'll see the way you are I'll  never be lone, if I had your sight The ocean will flow beyond our skies Stars never fade, moon never melts In the center my sun will shines colour will spread, I don't know which but I'm pretty sure, it isn't blue

Spite in the vein of her charming body Through her Stringently misery ideation Her heart dissolves into the inlet of the sea Perplexity in her dreams can't be defined Extinguish the world of sorrow and harsh Existence never be the moral code of all her sonority becomes deep silence of all Undesired uncertain emotions to describe Immature girl never knew the reality Ignorance was her impurity to live Loved life apportioned to all living things Crimson flowers bloomed in her eyes As a sign of relief from her heart Secrets bring to light,there is no dawn Inequitable failures laughed at her Recapture of new life is a impossible dream

When she roves the path, the sun delights And it's a morning, which never ever end As far as she walks, before the winter light Brings the smiles, when sun melts her clouds Book she holds and its luminous flying words Made this way, and her journey is a tale Which whispers by the wind with its chords He is her map and she flows with his wails A lonely heart or a troubled head, which seize Her love and her trapping muse, hide in depth Where ocean meets her sun, before her ease Which, bring the past, has the colour of death Make her a way, before I reach the end Paths aren't alike but the end is same

falling from my rooftop At midnight when everything sleeps when the moon rises above my path when all the stars gilt my feet I can be your someone, who wanders all night, for you, for you alone To catch all your delusions, but I couldn't broken wings are flying higher what if I touch your lunar hold on, do not awake dear, it's your rolling drear which made me flee throughout your atmosphere

In the heights of her heart My emotions fall and suicide For the sins of my adoring art Which was once called care Before my faith and her loathe I tried a lot to retrieve my heart But her passion for new life Broke them into pieces and I lost Affection is that what I call If it i sn't the brainy thought Or the warmth cares we sale For nothing but a trade of lust I know her riddles, I never spit But a reason that she covers mine As long as we disguise it in our hearts We are under gravity of affection

I live beyond borders not a compatriot I'm not the ruler, I'm not the riot And earth is my home, freedom is my vow Blood is my colour and I never bow Wilt is our ill; burn it with our will, Fight until it ends, then kill all with a chill Make the devil cry by removing all the vile Masks he wear will come out like a veil Who is a rebel, what are his wants Does he change this world with his chants Kind is needed, to cross the river of love A heart is needed, to come up with a give I can be the revolt or be the dissent I cannot be; nor a noble nor a gent  Revolution is my past, present and future I fight, I die, I reborn if people become lure

A ferry is needed to cross my river of blue And I cough if smoke within its flue Along with the small waves in its ride And by the bubbles and the foams in its tide Other side is such a lonely silent place One river in its path and a lovely space O my boat man I wish if you are here On this winter night I wish if I was there Cold water melting within my feet and I freeze Calling wind covering my eyes with its breeze Calm and quiet and the ferry is no more Claim my prize if you hear my poetic roar Deep dark woods in a faraway lost land Dragging dream hides in my frozen sand Drop me off  I have my flying fare Dream I wish if I could go there

My moon is broken With those promises, Once we used to play The game called love Its Scattered shiny pieces Swallowing all the blood Of my wounded heart And bleeding veins moon dust is all I got left I will keep it hidden and safe For a reason  that I loved you once..