Dead girl
Dead girl's charm, I kissed her forehead, I remembered the touch of decayed flowers of last spring, she carried all in her bags to understand death. She tried and she understood death is not the cruellest gambler loving is the absurdity we create in the end, we destroy everything with sorrow and grief that when you can release love out of your life. And death is never a stranger it is always a part of you.
Let's just pretend that the other person doesn't exist. Its hard to leave people you care about trust me. It was hard leaving you and Aswin there was a logicial answer why I left but sometime you just have to say your done ♥
ReplyDeleteso you are done ♥
DeleteThe question is do I actually have something to come back to?
ReplyDeleteyou should find it yourself if it is something there in your heart persuading you too come back ....
DeleteYeah, There are people that makes me consider coming back.But at the same time I'm losing my hold on reality. It's really hard for me Losing control is not something I want. I don't think that the time is right for me to come back.
ReplyDeletek stay in dark then, if it comfort you more than reality ♥
DeleteYour forgetting that darkness isn't sadness.I do face challenges mentally which is making my reality seems out of control I'm not in the darkness by choice ♥
ReplyDeletewhere ever you are i'm sending you hope ....
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